Hey Everyone
Wow! These past few weeks have been crazy!
Honestly, since I came to my new area, I began to experience a lot of struggles with my companion and the work. In the area the entire last cycle with the past companionship they had found and had only one investigator. I soon came to know as well that my companion had no desire to be obedient. This became a rift in between our relationship. It grew worse and worse the way he began treating me because of my desire to be obedient. It was so frustrating because I truly wanted to work and have the area progress, but I felt like I had to drag my companion around everywhere. He became more and more bitter and I tried talking to him, several times, but he refused to respond. He even told me he was treating me badly because I didn't want to be disobedient. His last companion had allowed things that were not okay. Never before have I had a companion that resembled Laman and Lemuel so closely. I feel bad talking about him this way but I would like you to know the extent of the problems. Elder R. is currently waiting for his visa to go to the United States on his mission, thus this part of his mission does not "count." His attitude towards the work here in Mexico was honestly so sad. Things continued to escalate from last Monday. Apparently last Monday my companion told his family about the struggles that we have been having, and (lied) told them we had been getting in physical fights! This, as rightly should, alarmed his parents and they called an old-friend, who happens to be a counselor in our stake presidency. These false charges quickly reached our Mission president, and on Wednesday morning we received a phone call telling us to pack everything and come to the offices for emergency interviews. Ugh! I had literally just unpacked everything. haha We got straight to packing everything and headed on a 2 hour bus ride to Pachuca! There we had to carry our luggage in the pouring rain and taxis splashed us with mud for about 1/2 a mile. It was not fun.
When we got to the offices, president interviewed me and then my companion. I explained that we have not even that bad of discussions just how his poor attitude with the members and me caused problems. My companion continued to act in the same way through all the interviews and we told president it would be best to have changes. We finally left at 9pm to go to the assistants house and president told us that he would tell us his decision in the morning. It was so frustrating because I didn't really do anything mean or anything besides being obedient to deserve this behavior. After sitting and talking with Elder Millard for a while my companion came and talked to me, while I was washing their dishes. He surprisingly apologized to me for the way he had been acting. He told me he wanted to be better and that he had been a real jerk, but he wanted to keep helping the people here in Tulancingo we had found the past week. He didn't want his "stupid behavior," to come in the way of the Lords work. I cautiously accepted his apology and we set a goal, If president would let us, to continue together and work hard in Tulancingo. After a sweet prayer, and a spiritual witness of our Savior's love, we called our President and we told him of my companions change of heart and our desire to keep working together. He agreed it would be good to stay together and told us to head off to Tulancingo the next day. It has since been so much better.
Because we had left, the other Elders in our ward had come and ransacked our house! they thought we weren't coming back. They broke in and stole our mattresses, bike and food. They stole my bread!! my bread! haha, we quickly went and reclaimed the stolen goods! As we did so when we unloaded everything from the van, my companion accidently left his bike outside and it got stolen! We have become a lot better of friends and truly seen Christ working through us and with us and have been able to visit several new investigators and we have received several great references this past weekend. Overall the past is in the past and I know that forgiveness is possible through Christ.
Awake, my child; put on the armor of righteousness. Shake off the chains with which ye are bound, and come forth out of obscurity, and arise from the dust.
The Lord hath redeemed my soul from hell; I have beheld his glory, I am encircled about eternally in the arms of his love.
I know that through Christ all things are possible and as we follow the Lord and trust in him, all things will be made right. No matter the difficulty we can feel his love and be encircled eternally in His Love.
Love you all!
love,
Elder Snow